December 2010
20 posts
pretty much almost done packing. s glad ill be in Mass&rhodeisland for the holidays. cus idontwanna be around my friends or my family at all. i just wanna spend this time alone. i need this time to let go of eveyrhting this past year. =[[[
procrastinating packing for rhode island. dont get me wrong i wanan go more then anything i need this escape from everyone and everything. But I hate packing. cus i dont know what im getting on xmas eve right b4 i leave for my plane. i open presents right b4 i get on my plane to go to chicago ohare airport then i fly from there to rhode island. IIm such a girl. lol iwanna know what stuf i got so i...
But im a little drunk and i need you now.
oh baby i need you now….
my head is pounding from crying so much. I wanna call my bestfriend but i dont wanna bother him. he has finals.. =[[[[[[[[[[[ i wanna just go fucking snowboard or sumething i wanna hit the rail that we bolted to the tree. i want to just constantly do backflips off the droppoff. but i cant even get out of bed. i cant even see straight.
you and i collided. we collided and exploded. =[[[
